and the countdown continues. impatience colors my eyes as i wait. faze out.

i have a hidden quality. i can zone out whenever i want to, where nothing can get to me. i won't be scared, or mad, or happy, or anything. i simply faze out of this world. it feels like going under... underneath and hiding somewhere. i just tell myself to stop and that's it. i stop and collapse underneath where i hide under my skin. unfeeling. it's gotten harder and harder to snap out of it, though. maybe it's a dangerous quality to realize...