new beginnings...

things are starting to look up and i can't help but surface from my gloomy, gloomy mood. i finally got paid today... it feels so... so... surreal. getting a real paycheck, kinda cool. i wonder when i'm going to start feeling like i get paid shit, because $900 is the most i ever got for my lousy services. i will buy myself a first paycheck gift. not sure what it's going to be yet, but its going to be something memorable... maybe a really nice watch.

i've also started manderin classes, i can't believe i'm doing all this. finally the life i really wanted doing the things i really want. so why do i feel like i'm soaring on a gray cloud nine?