alive

narrowing sky of deep gray, take me away. float me heavenly away to your crisp reality where pain touches me not. take me above that foggy layer of mist that clouds my eyes. touch me, feel me, for i feel not. stab me, bleed me, give me existence, for i feel not.

my heart shatters. pick up the pieces. pick up the pieces. i like it on the floor. i can see it clearly now, now that it's broken. there was never any life there. shiny and black, lifelessly not beating on the floor. stuff that poison back into the hole that is my chest. what's the point? it is lifeless. i am lifeless.

i hate myself.