pressure cooker

I wonder what a pressure cooker feels like. is it a feeling of overflowing pressure boiling over from the inside out? do something. make a move. once you get started, everything else is easy as pie! i want my cake and i want to eat it, too. and i want ice-cream with that cake, as well. i don't think i'm going to make it big. the world is too big for me. i'm just little ol' me with too much hope and too much aspiration. i feel special, like i can conquer the world, and yet... i feel lifeless, like i am meaningless. what to do, what to do? time's a ticking and i feel as if i am under scrutiny of the world. make something of yourself. anything. something.