school school school

I've been waiting so long to finally get into a four year college and i am beyond scared at the moment. i've been so cocky for so long. i don't know if i can really stand being beaten by school work...

Everything seems so tied up right now, but it all seemingly depends on money. i can't wait for the loan to come through and finally get a gas card. things will run a lot smoother when that happens.

Looking at the date reminds me of what happened two years ago. i suppose i have to at least pay my respects to those thousands of people who've died. better late than never i suppose. i do feel awful about all those innocent people dying... but i can't feel too guilt-ridden about other countries, or so-called "terrorists", getting revenge on the evil america. either way...rest in peace, loved ones of america.